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Take the quiz: "If we fucked would I like it?"
If we fucked... we would never stop fucking
OMG! Where the fuck have you been all my life! I want you... no I need you now! You are amazing... If we fucked, I would tie you to my bed, and make you my personal sex slave. You make me scream "Oh God", "Oh yes harder", and all the good fucking shit... you are probally the best sex of my fucking life.. So get out that condom, pull down your pants, and lets fuck already... I told you I am very very horny and I just found my perfect sex match! GRRRR ::jumps you::
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[21 Jun 2004|10:38pm] |
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Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"
Domination
You are most comfortable when in control. Having someone at your beck and call makes you hot. You can be very demanding, and expect perfection! In the bedroom, you take charge. Your motto is It's My way or the highway!
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| redheadedcrab may explode without warning | M
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From Go-Quiz.com
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| love can fucking suck #7 |
[10 Jun 2004|09:14am] |
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jr. year (this school year)...
this year things went to hell with dakota and i. it was 9\12\03 i went to this diner thing at park view. i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored cuz there was no one there that i was friends with so i sat with my mom and her friends. it wasnt that bad but i didnt have much to say and when i did i couldnt get a word in edgewise anyway. i went up to get my mom more food when i came back i set it down on the tabble and i didnt sit down. i for some strange reason decided to just stand there. than out of the middle of know were someone comes up behind me hugs me i dont remember so clearly but i think he had my eyes coverd. i was thinking who the hell is that i knew it wasnt andrew why would he go to some stupid pv thing. the guy was tall i felt odd i knew who it was yet i didnt. i turned around and it was dakota. i gave him this huge hug. i hadent seen him is such a long time he had gotten soooooooooooooooooooooooo tall!
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[09 Jun 2004|05:42pm] |
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freshmen year...
so freshmen year comes and im sad i miss andrew diana and dicky alot(dakota). so i hurry to park view after school but andrew had left already and diana was leaving that minute. dicky however was still there and he was going to the park with after school. so i rush in to the school and ask my mom if i can go with becouse i want to hang out wit dakota. i was listening to system of a downs toxisity. so on the way my batts die im all sad and pissed that i didnt get a chance to see andrew. i was sitting on this egge ot the park under a tree dakota noticed i was sad and walks up with his headphones in his hands then he puts them on my ears phsyco by system is blaring on them i pull them of and im all like its ok i dont need your head phones(he had knowen my batts were dead becouse i was complaining about it) then he shoves them back on aqn demands me to listen. he walks back over to the swings that were wright in front of me to push his sisters and their friends. i remember thinking about how sweet he was and how happy i was to be his friend. he had compleatly took my mind off of andrew. he always does thoughts small things that mean soooooooo much to me!
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[09 Jun 2004|09:05am] |
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so were was i oh yes i know...
he usualy tried to annoy me most of the time but he showed genuine concern for the way i was felling another shocking development other than having him not care what others thought of him. it seemed like he was always there for me. when ever i was upset he would try to cheer me up by doing something absolutly insane like putting his but through the whole in the back of the chair.(he did that soo much cuz he knew i thought it was cute and funny all at the same time)well anyways as time went on i grew closer with him. diana andrew and i became friends again and the four of us were frends again. we hung out all the time during school year. then came a day that will never forget. i had gotten my graduation pictures so i desided to give andrew one with a short letter on the back. it said some sort of i care about you keep in tuch thing. that whole day dakota had been getting on every ones nerves including mine. he got all huffy with andrew and took the picture i had given andrew and tore it up in to little pieces. when i found out i was so mad that i told dakota that he was never realy one of the group that we were only nice to him becouse we felt sorry for him that he was realy a no good out cast and i wished that he would just go away. that day i stayed in the classroom during recess i didnt feel like going outside i just wanted to relax in the classroom. when the other students came in there was this big camotion. i found out that a whole groupe of people had gotten in to this big fight with dakota and he thretend to come to school one day and kill everyone especialy andrew and antonia. mr. nootens our fuck head teacher/principal called the cops and his parents i felt soooo upset see the real truth was that dakota ment alot to me i didnt hang out with him only cuz i felt sorry for him i realy conciderd him my friend. it was the day of the awards thingy ant my school and i decided i "had to go to the bathroom" i realy wanted to see what had happend to my friend i was so afraid for him i knew how bad he must have felt when i yelled at him. i felt respnsible in a way. so i found him in the computer lab at school. i remember he was playing solitary in fact i remember it so clearly that i can see the cards on the screen. i walked in slowly and said dakota are you ok? he turned around you could tell he had tell he had been crying a long time his eyes were all red and puffy. (also a big shock the only emotion dakota ever showed was anger and goofyness) he stood up and turned around and he said to me i could never do any thing to hurt you i never would. he than hugged me i felt so amazed dakota never oppend up like this with anyone. he continued to ramble on when i saw the cops i was so scared my dad it so angree hes going to kill me he hates me. he was shacking like a leaf in my arms and he started to cry again i wiped the teard of of his cheak and said its going to be ok every thing will be ok. he pulled back and pushed his arms off of him. he must have reolized he was showing feeling. its going to be fine youll see i got to go now though they think im in the bathroom. i said this than left he had gotten suspended and i missed him alot. when andrew would start on him i would tell him to shut the hell up.
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[08 Jun 2004|09:09am] |
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.more of the story...
during that time my friends didnt know who to sit with them or me well they decided to sit with them. i sort of told them to get the hell away from me so that may have been why. i was sitting alown reading a book to escape park view and dakota flops dow on the bench across from me.(this was a not a wise thing to do cuz people didnt like me at the time and they barly liked him so he could have been labled another outcast but he didnt seem to care for once in his life.
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[08 Jun 2004|08:42am] |
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ok here we go again...
well due to the fact that i liked andrew as well as dakota i tended to be a bitch to dakota cuz andrew didnt like him. (they were friends on and off but dakota can be exasporating. at times and there was alot of friction between the two of them) there was this bitch in my class named vanessa she was like the town slut she tried to make out with every guy in the school. (no joke she evan tried to kiss andrews little brother eric who is sooooooooooooooooooo ugly you would vomit if you saw him lol) ok so i wanted my friend diana just to flirt with andrew so that he wouldnt go out with vanessas skanky ass. the only thing is that they developed this real thing for each other. whitch pissed me off becouse at the time i was all oh andrew it the best!! i want to be his girl friend! if i dont get him ill die!!! so eventualy the three of us get in to this huge fight over the whole thing and the skank is making every thing worse cuz she likes to couse truble among friends( another one of her hobbies other than trying to fuck everyone.) well i got all huffy and decided i wouldnt talk to them. the whole thing hurt my feelings so much it was a good idea to keep my distance cuz i couldnt stand what happend. i love andrew but im not in love with him and i never was i just thought i was becouse i didnt realy know how i felt at the time.
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[07 Jun 2004|09:12am] |
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back to the story (the bell rang b4 thats why i stoped writting)
(well anyway dakota has been always and always will be a perv. lol but thats just dicky more on that l8er)dakota ended up being kinda kool he and i became friends and hung out during school alot. it was always andrew diana dakota and i talking together whitch was kool we had sooooooo much fun together. over time i diveloped this huge crush on him he was always so fucking cute. he and i were all flirty with one another. i also had this huge crush on my friend andrew(whitch was stupid if you ask me cuz he wasnt worth it at all)
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[07 Jun 2004|09:00am] |
be for i get in to what i wanna write about i should give you some backround info on the subject....
park view 8th grade mid-first cemester
i remember the way i had felt at that time annoyed extreamly annoyed. my mom told me that this extreamly annoying and unkool little brat was comeing back to pv oh goodie!! this is gonna be just great! i thought this guy is a compleat fool he is going to drive me insane!!! my peacefull life at park view is over! the name of this little brat was dakota. the first day he is in school he starts to hump his chair. (he was like 11 at the time)
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[05 Jun 2004|11:22pm] |
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[04 Jun 2004|02:09pm] |
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so im at skoo it is 8th and im very bugged by this class cuz my teach ig not here and all i get to do is go to the comp lab but i gotta go back to my class b4 i leave arrrrrrrrrg!!!!!!!!!!!! i lioke this live journal it kicks ass it is sooooooo fun to read journals post comments and type my thoughts.
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[03 Jun 2004|09:16am] |
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im in div arrg it soooo lame!!!! the peeps are uber anoying. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrg!! so what to say? oh yes my cat(jack) came home from the doctor yeasterday. he was sooo cute trying to run to me when i came home. my school concert is tonight ive got to sing to bad this isnt as fun as the musical oh well theres always next yaer right? only 12 official days of skoo left but no one comes after finals so i realy have like 8 or 9 days left. what to do thoughs days? bell rang g2g
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[02 Jun 2004|02:19pm] |
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yeasterday i went to park view (place were my mom works, its a church and an elementary school i graduated from there) after i was in the comp. lab typing in this. when i got there my mom tells me that meg (my bf jason's cuzin) was arested cuz she has been stealing. i knew she was but i never thought she did it as much as she did she claimed to "find" the stuff she took. the bad thing is i think she stole from me to becouse she had the same eye mascara that i had "lost", and other times my money went missing when she was the only one who knew i had alot of money with me. she also like had this obsetion with looking through other peoples stuff. i don't know what to say but this is awfull. well any way back to what my mom was saying megs mom came to park view with some stuff that i had asked meg to hold for me cuz i didnt want to take it home one day(dont worry i paid for it. there was only one time i shop lifted and i was like 13 so it was bad but my mom knew and she yelled at me it was like she had radar or sumthin kinda creepy). so her mom tells mine to have me stop hanging out with her cuz she doesnt want me to get into truble when im wit meg. apparantly this time she stole a watch from some kid here at school. i wonder what will happen to her? so yeah thats it but i feel so shocked i didnt know she shop lifted!!!!! it makes me think of all the times i went to stores with her! i could have gotten in deep shit!!!!!!!!!! well g2g bye
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[01 Jun 2004|02:48pm] |
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hey im sooooooooooooo sleepy yeah yeasterday i started my job oh yeah im a workin girl. i make pizza. u want any? lol i feel soory for you if you said yes cuz the dough fell on the floor and i steped on it than i poured ingrediance on it and through it in the oven. oh yeah! did it taste good? no in just kiddind my day went very good i cought on quickly and the staff wuz koo. so yeah i dont gatta work again till sat. i do like workin though its fun. i learnd how to use the thiny that flattens the dough for you yeasterday it was fun. in the begining it took me 15 mins for a stack(8) you got to put flower on it than flatten it than put it in a pan. so woooo whoooooo! then i learned how to make the sauce(it hurts your arm alot afta awile) i got tomato paste all over my hand from the lid of the can.
moving on to the bitching...
my boyfriend is an ass he dont call when he says he will and he dont come see me and another thing hes broke as a joke. i can do way better. he is soooo anoying and i think that he is an ugly fat ass. lol.
his cuzin is soooooooooo fucking anoying she thinks cuz she is my friend and cuz she set us up she can tell me what i can and can not do in the relationship. fuck you bitch what i do is my biz not yours!!!!! she also keeps threatning to break me and him up. go ahead fuck head i dont want his sorry ass anyways!!!!!!
my mom this mornin she wakes me up and im like oh my god why didnt you wake me up so i could put the laundry in the dryer!! then i go in her room to check and see if i had put my keys in my purse. she is all you didnt come in here last night. so im like oh shit i must have left them in the laundry room. so my mom tells me to knock on the naighboors door. i asked her front or back over and over but she wouldnt answer. so i go to the front door and the lady was showerin i think cuz i heard watter. so i was all like shit. than i went inside and i was lookin for sumthin and i see my keys hanging out of my purse. i was soo pissed cuz befor that my mom was all like oh my god you are sooo irrsponsable. im going to take your keys. im like no your not!!! she says than give my half the rent! yeah like hell im gonna pay rent!! thats your job not minez!!!!!
... done with my bitching now (only cuz i cant think of anyone else to bitch about right now lol)
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